~~keRja oh KeRja~~

thinking of find the new job...

was starting to fill up the form and photocopy all the certificate which is need

hopefully, will got the one of them, insyallah

tiring to facing the current job...

so stressful..

the most stressful when the salary will be cut off..arrgghhh..

the most suffering was staff...

but company will get more n more...aiiisshhh...

so, start the mission..

first thing, find the person untuk sahkan sijil2 aku...hahahaahha

surely aku akan menyusahkan kawan-kawan...

dis time aku telah menyusahkan Helmi...hehehe

thanks Mie, sanggup dtg dr Gombak to take my cert untuk pengesahan,

jasamu di kenang....('',)

Result, da siap disahkan...

esok nak pg pejabat pos..

semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan..

Ya Allah, kau bukakan lah pintu rezeki untukku 

dan 

permudahkan segala urusan aku untuk mengejar cita-citaku,

amin ya Rabbal a'lamin...

~~BaLik KaMpUnG~~

entry hari ni....balik kampung...

the most things aku paling suke dalam hidup, balik kampung...hahaha (",)

so, last weekend, 

genap 4minggu berturut-turut kot aku berulang alik balik kampung

KL - Raub, Raub - KL....

reason, xdek reason, 

aku rasa nak balik, aku balik la....

lgpon, xkan nak tunggu ada sebab jer baru nak balik,ye dop???

tapi hidden reason,

1st, aku STRESS dgn environment kerja aku skrg, 

so, cara paling baik untuk melegakan hati or mengurangkan rasa stress,

~BALIK KAMPUNG~

2nd, sekarang musim durian, rambutan dan manggis kt Pahang

jadi, for sure la mak aku akan memborong durian secara besar-besaran

hahahahaha...gelak bahagia, best gile makan durian banyak-banyak

x caya...tgok pic ni....

tadaaaaa....!!!! banyak x..hheheehhee

so, memg sangat best balik umah musim buah-buahan ni..

tu belum kira buah rambutan yang sangat banyak,

plus dua pokok manggis kiri kanan umah mak yang bakal masak seminggu lagi ni

hahaahahaha...

so,aku rasa no need to give any reason to balik kampung lagi

minggu ni, xper la..aku dtg keje as yang dorang nak,

but, next week, krimas holiday...

sorry...aku nak balik kampung,hehehehe

furthermore,

da janji dgn ayong nak sambut besday abg chik, 

yeayyy...but kene sponsor kek,

secret recipe la jawabnyer, baru layan....huhuhuhhu

p/s : cuti still balance 2hari lagik ni,ntah bile aku nak amik habiskan...huhuhuhhu

~~stress~~

today 13/12/2011....genap setahun kot aku keje kt cni, ermmmm...x sangka aku mampu bertahan selama ini, melalui perit pedih kehidupan seorang yg bergelar pekerja swasta....ya Allah peritnya..

so, genap setahun today,ingatkan nak happy2 and set today as a great moment...YES, will be great moment today coz today sgt stress dgn tekanan keje..gile la,macam2 la jadi hari ni, paling teruk menahan sakit kepala yang teramat sgt sampai rasa nk pecah kepala aku...dah menitik dah air mata td menahan sakit, tp aku kene kuat semangat...hari ni kan BAD DAY...even like or not, kene go through jugak..dugaan..

alkisah,hari ni kene tiaw dengan bos sbb x dtg weekend (aku g balik kg)...ermmm, yes memg salah aku pon,so terima jer la..apa nk wat,kite ni kan staff...kene marah diam jer la...huhuhuhhu...hari ni plak merupakan hari paksaan untuk untuk stayback and malangnya hari ni plak la kepala ni rasa sakit...uwaaaa,mak nk balik xtahan sakit...tp sbb takut,aku just telan actifast panadol,dah 2 biji kot aku telan...ape la malang nasib..

so, currently niat nk update annivesary ni rasa cm x best jer sbb today bad day...just update dlm blog ni jer, coz i think need to remark as a bad day...heheheh...

from now on, aku rasa sangat2 la nak cri keje len yg mana aku x rasa sgt stress and feel demotivated like this...i know all job was not easier but i think better try to find the new one yang aku rasa happy tuk aku wat...before this,i am so happy wif my job,really2 happy..i love it, but now....mmmmmmm...think it was so hard for me....mybe coz of the new scorecard implementation, it was effect so much on me..

currently, already 8.43 but still at office....waiting the clock sharp on 9.00 pm, will pack and going back..hope the time quickly passed,  aku tgok jam ni x gerak2 pon....adoiiiiiii...bila la nk kol 9pm ni,x larat..jp lg nk g jumper kawan plak kejap sbb nk mx tolong sahkan sijil2 aku tu...ingt nk poskan segalanya esok, segala mak tok nenek kerja kosong yg ada...harap2 ada la rezeki aku kt tempat lain....amin..

~~LIFE, not all about it was sweet~~

this entry, don't know how to clarify it but mostly i feel sad plus hate her with full my heart...!!!!

sometimes we think she/he was a good friend to us, but reality she/he was a person was so means, might be need to avoid ever....sometimes we don't know or realize got some kind of 'kawan' was an enemy, which is the most ever person need to throw away from ur life, seriously...i was feel it and currently cant accept the fact that she was the person i called as a 'kawan'...this is KAWAN????

so,frankly speaking....serik dgn semua ni..kadang2 bila kita baik dgn orang, x semestinya orang itu akan balas kita dengan baik...bila kite jujur dgn org, xsemestinya org jujur balik dgn kite...dan mulai hari ni aku kene ingat...wujudnya segolongan yg mengaku kawan but behind me will be stab back my heart, depan ckp lain then bile jumper org lain akan mengutuk, menghina segala meng la adakan,paling teruk sedaya upaya akan memburukkan kite supaya die nampak baik,,so jgn heran bile korang jumper org macam ni,sbb aku dah jumper...so,it would be nice if x kawan langsung sebab wat per nak kawan dgn org mcm ni....GUNTING DALAM LIPATAN....

xper la, hidup ini umpama roda, maybe this time aku kat bawah..satu hari nanti insyallah..pasti akan berada di atas...dah ini bahagian aku,hadap jer la..yg penting kuatkan hati...

aku mlas nk cakap pape lg, semoga dipermudahkan Allah segala urusan hidup aku, diampunkan segala dosa aku dan semoga aku beroleh bahagia di dunia dan akhirat, insyallah...

p/s: got some advice from my beloved rumate.....~~'Dia 'kawan' tapi bukan 'sahabat'...quote ni menarik sbb membuatkan aku berfikir, yes...memg die bukan sahabat sbb die hanya kawan, kawan yg suke mengambil kesempatan..berkawan dengan die boleh diumpamakan dalam  pepatah melayu 'ibarat melepaskan anjing tersepit', apabila dilepaskan kaki kita yang digigitnya...so,renung2kan dan selamat beramal....huhuhuhuh ..(",)